Hello, there.
Let me just clarify that this is NOT for roleplaying purposes.
I strongly identify as Tei. She is a UTAUloid from Japan.
My age might be different from the "canon" age, but I genuinely feel like I may be a age slider.
With that being said.
...Hai. I'm Ms. Sukone, and I chose this title for our group of persecutors in the system.
Around 2018, I discovered the song "The Hurting Girl Inside Me" by Nanaoakari. I was such a huge fan of her in middle school until I saw that her music was region-locked for Japanese audiences only, which frustrated us at the time.
But anyways, I could strongly relate to the song's content and it's lyrics.
Content warning for blood, self harm imagery and more in the video and going forward in this entry.
We became that hurting girl eventually, as we started to self harm with razor blades.
I really like this song and the character design.
I even tried to draw her in 2018, for a animation I made of the character featured in the video we made on our 3DS XL through Flipnote.
So this song is very valuable to me. Especially as someone who dresses up in Jirai Kei bodily.
I feel as though the song speaks for itself.. and it really resonates with all of us, so we're rolling with this title.
Now, to answer the introduction questions that Cassie-chan put aside for us.
My earliest memory is being replaced and isolated by the one person we were fixated on.
Call me a cookie-cutter box ""YANDERE"" if you will but that was very frightening for us.
What happened to us in the past 12 months was just myself coming out to listen to my depressing anison music mix, such as the defining song of the School Days anime series, but with myself singing it. I think the sound of my own voice singing is comforting.
I finally came out around December, post-Christmas. My presence was getting heavier and heavier until I eventually started to front after my close online friend committed suicide.
The world feels dark, bleak and lacking of ambition.
I realize I'm getting sidetracked.
What I would like in a partner is..
someone dedicated. Someone willing to hear all of my distressed thoughts and they're open enough to console me in the pain.
Someone consistent as well.
Hm... would be nice.
A ideal friend is someone who is loyal and listens to me sing, sharpen my blades and analyzes my artwork. Oh, Himari says "NO" to the second one.
Damn
Well I guess that's all I have for now. Thanks for reading. Happy New Year's.