Written at 01/02/26 at 1:02
Hello, it's Mariko O u O
I was able to sit down and listen to the new MARETU song: Fascinator and we're entranced by the melody.
I used to believe that MARETU was someone who was a little naive but just going through the motion of their chaotic life, but no, they are well aware and conscious. I have to keep that in mind while I talk to more and more older people, because no offense but a lot of 28-30 year olds have a little bit of a victim complex depending on who you talk to ((I am irresponsibly talking about Himari's person)).
The truth is that we actually relate to this song a lot.
The laughing reminds me of myself and Kokoro's... but also, I feel like.. Mitzi relates to the song the most. She is part of the "Naka/Chu" group of the system, meaning that she's a Middle.
Just listen to the song and I feel like you'll understand as you read the subtitles. :>
Love, Mariko o-o
2:28a.m.
Hi there, Mariko-pyon again. Nyehehe
I was thinking about how things could've been if it worked out with my person 4 years ago. The world would've changed, especially in our favors eventually, both for Kyandi and his system.
But would I be able to completely appreciate the beauty of that world? Everything comes to a end eventually, and that includes suffering.
I don't want a stranger to deem me "ungrateful" and threaten my beautiful world. There's a difference between acting in your best interest and acting within desire.
That's all I have to say now.
Nini
Mariko-chan
Written at 12/31/25 at 21:56
Hi. I'm Mariko, nice to meet you. I have some questions written by a template written by the host for me to answer.. let's do this. My earliest memory is wanting to cry when I saw my in real life crush at the time cuddle another girl.. so I believe I may be new. We were always aware of our existence within the source but this is the first time that I was like.. internalized into the system.
That happened around 2 months ago, so I don't have a lot of experience compared to others like Flandre and such.. the question was "what happened to them in the past 12 months".
My ideal partner is someone who is fraternal and patient with me. I need someone to calm me down emotionally whenever I feel.. strong emotions. I really need assistance in that, because I can't break down and cry like other little girls my age. It would be appreciated if I can meet a kind person, not like my cruel bio family. 👎🏻
My ideal friend is someone who maybe shares the same thought trains of processing as me and someone I can do arts & crafts with.. hehe
I think that is all I have to say.
Please be nice. Or else I'll... hhhh😡
..
Thank you. ☺️
Love, Mariko