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Hii, it's Himari logging on.
I just wanted to express my gratitude openly to the T. system. We told him about our writing partner who is honestly mistreating us. I want to work on other animation projects even though I made a commitment with that partner to keep working on my story until it's complete.
I know that I shouldn't rush this.
Once I get an idea, I want to work towards it as quickly as possible; and I don't know if we'll be the same people daydreaming of the same things that we are dreaming of today.
It's a bit hard to explain especially all at once here.
Things have been a bit complicated admittedly so because of how complex it can be. It's also a bit more vulnerable to express and declare, more than I'm willing.
Let's just say I understand why we do the things we do at times.
Thanks.
Love, Himari

Himari talks.

Written at 01/02/26 at 00:20
Hai Hai~
So I've been listening to the Paranoia Agent opening recently. I was watching it in 2019 but I never really finished it after I was around the RPG like episode. I feel as though I relate to the character designer girl the most. I want to start it over. I have a feeling the child with a baseball bat is a metaphor. I might review the anime here, too, unbashedly and unshamely as a system.
If you are a child somehow reading my posts, the best thing I can tell you is to focus on yourself, no matter what. Focus on your passions as long as it's not hurting anyone in truth, including yourself, and you shall be happy.
I could do the template questions Cassie-chan wrote for us right now, but I don't really have the energy. ;w; I just wanted to write this.
Well, see you later.
Himari
P.S. I genuinely feel like I relate to a lot of Japanese songs that just gravitate to our existence, and then I only learn the significance of them later once I obtain the English translation - the universe works in beautiful ways ~

🌼Himari of Days Past🌼

Written at 01/01/26 at 09:42
I remember the days of my youth. The warm sun kissing my pale skin. How my dyed brunette hair was warmed by the sunrays and lit up into a fainter shade. Walking around with my bonbonribbon backpack. Flutophone practice. Haiku writings. English Language Art classes.

I might get a flutophone again for nostalgia purposes, and also because it wouldn't hurt to be fluent in an instrument for once. It takes a lot of air to use one though, hehe
I miss those days..
I ordered a randoseru for Multi-Petit but maybe I can wear it just once too, for fun. I may put my childhood Hello Kitty in a kimono backpack buddy on it whenever I'm in front. It's from the year 2000. I love the new millennium so much💞

I really find myself relating the most to the protagonist of the Air anime. Sometimes I can be silly. Airheaded. and Naive. But that's all the best parts of me, no? 😜
I understand what my person all those years ago was trying to express to me now. He literally saw my soul, all those years back in my childhood that I have feeble memories of!
Oh.. I hope this self discovery isn't too late.. I'm here, and I understand my position in Kyandi very well. I really want to see him again, but Tei & Kotonoha just proposed this to me: If he doesn't return in our lives by December 31st, 2026, it's ultimately time to let go.
I really do feel like I have more control of myself overall.